keeping sane

so, i promised not to go on facebook till stpm is over. and so far so good :)

i used to go on all in the name of "de-stressing". ending up looking through a million gazillion profiles and pictures, playing bejeweled, heh. and then realising, "ohmy! i wasted so much much much time!" :(

so, with one of my de-stress tools gone which was actually a distraction. i had to resort to something else, less time consuming yet with the same de-stressing effects :)

and i remembered what kept me sane through SPM. veggietales :) see it goes way back here.

so, today. i just watched three of my favorite ones :) teehee. i love! ♥

it's pretty good timing. cause i come down, listen to a silly song, say to myself "times up!" and get back to the books. works pretty well and is only about five minutes at the maximum? :) i love my new de-stress tool. :D

Song of the Cebu :)

The Hairbrush Song

I Love My Lips

and...

Pirates Who Don't Do Anything

there's a lot more :) but these are my favorite ones.

oh, silly songs are so fun!

oh, and today a few of the Youths came and i got an STPM de-stress kit. haha, kitkat, biscuits, jelly, stress balls, sweets :) and prayer and encouragement.

i love you's :) thank you very much!

♥ taa!

steps

today, as i sat on the steps.

i thought to myself,what am i doing?

where am i going?

am i right where God wants me to be.

or am i running by my own agenda?

is my life right before God?

or am i measuring it on my own scale?

everything's been overwhelming lately.

(heh, every time you don't know how to describe feelings and situations, categorize them under 'overwhelming'. general yet it says alot.)

yeah, life's been overwhelming.

but in the midst of it all, i question, how is my life being used by God?

Jesus was feeding the hungry, teaching the people, healing and doing miracles, driving out evil spirits. He was standing up for truth and going against the pharisees and teachers of the law. He was doing what the Father had in His heart.

so, i question. what am i doing?

am i standing up for truth, am i loving the needy, am i doing what he wants me to do?

or am i just living my days as they go by? turning my back to the people in need. judging others. keeping quiet to certain things that are not right, all in the name of tolerance, repect and the freedom of speech. letting injustice go on in front of me.

how can i? how can i break my Father's heart this way?

which steps am i walking in? whose steps am i following?

Search me, O God, and know my heart;

test me and know my anxious thoughts.

See if there is any offensive way in me,

and lead me in the way everlasting.'

Psalm 139:23-24

seach me, O Lord.

kids' shampoo

one day when yewmeng was bathing in the bathroom upstairs :)

we had this conversation across bathroom doors.

yewmeng | waiyan

ehh, you're using the lavender soap i bought. nice right? :)

mmm, okaylah. eh, you using the kids' shampoo ar?

yeah, but i don't like it :( nice meh?

nice...go into my eyes not pain.

-.-"

can squirt into my eyes also not pain.

he's so weird.

but,

i love him lah :)

messy genes

i know where i got my affinity for messiness from. my dad :)

was supposed to get my passport *grins* done today BUT there was a huge crowd there. so, we'll be going again tomorrow, earlier.

followed my dad to his office in UM and his office was really a mess. like a hurricane ran through or something. but i have no qualms about it, i'm kind of okay with messes.

:) i love my daddy and am glad he's home.

okay, back to the books. pfft.

crash and burn

been running through our old songs on the computer, stuff my brother downloaded over 5 years back.

and this song played. i like it :)

Let me be the one you call

If you jump I'll break your fall

Lift you up and fly away with you into the night

If you need to fall apart

I can mend a broken heart

If you need to crash then crash and burn

You're not alone

- crash and burn, savage garden

videos pretty, umm, interesting :) i like.

i like his blue eyes, i like his sign-language at the end too. i like the quotes. i like the lyrics. i like this video, pretty much :) you like?

with STPM just around the corner, this song is very relate-able!

on a lighter note, daddy's back from UKland :)

after four long months. sigh :)

thank God he's home safely!

besides all that, God has been really faithful and graceful and He has some pretty awesome timing. His surprises are really timely, really timely. He sent the right people into my life at the right times.

thank You, Lord ♥

thank You for always being with me,

every single time i crash and burn.

for breaking my fall and encouraging me to get up again.

what would i ever do without You?

i love you.♥

listening to savage garden songs makes me so emo :( teehee.

november's here!

hello!